Wednesday, April 11, 2007
thanks for telling and hurting me at the same time
I'm sorry, because of my own problem i've hurted you. I wanna share every thoughts of me to you but you think i'm playing mind games with you.. fine... cause i don't find it necessary to do that. When I'm all alone i miss you so much and you've created happiness and lots of wonderful memories and when I'm starting to fall for you, you said "I don't know". You can't forget the pain that your ex-girlfriend brought to you, and now ya bringing in the pain you have into the relationship we have now, just because you can't forget the pain I've to suffer together with you.. Is that fair? I guess you don't realize how much ya hurting me. When I told you how much I misses you you asked me "Why?" and you told me.. "I don't miss you that often, maybe every now and then." great... I'm upset, but i can't tell you.. cause I thought I might upset you... I can be quiet and not voice up any unhappy things you said to me.. but you rather suffer in pain and make me suffer together with you.. how nice of you.. I like you so much but you just don't know whether you like me or not.. if you don't just tell me don't just Play me around.... I just wanna stay by your side to share everything with you.. but you pushed me away fine.. I think I should just let go and it's time for me to wake up...
good bye
Posted at 02:08 pm by
peizz
